Me and my big ideas

I can spot there are more stars in the sky, so that probably means the autumn is near. My year is coming to an end. I let the dark cloud to embrace me with all it's might. I don't know if it will go away lightly this time. Frankly - I don't care. If there ever was any light it was just a trick. I have six things on my mind, but I can't say you are not one of them. That would be just too much lying, even for me.